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Friday, 2 April 2010

Do you wanna run away together?

This week has not been grand to say the least, but I think things are improving. I've been suffering from such an absolute lack of motivation and it seems to have made everything worse. However, I have also had time to reflect on the things I've been doing over the last few weeks and think about where I've gone wrong and ways to improve, so all is not bad. Last night I went out to the Rene as it was their 7th birthday. FINALLY got to see Andy and Chrissy's new house which is SO LUSH! I need to move out again! Then we went to ze pub and had a great night, it was so good to see my friends again after months of too much working and hiding away in my room! Saw Guy out too and had a good chat with him so yeah I'm feeling good. When I got home I called my boss to ask about where my wages are which were promised to me yesterday. Apparently I'm now getting them on Tuesday, grr. But we had a chat for an hour and a half and I think we've sorted a lot of things out, or atleast feel like we're going to.
I had such a hangover this morning, which resulted in my 'enjoying' breakfast twice. Ew. Took Barns for a walk which really helped to clear my head and make me feel a bit better, I always like being outside and cold when I'm ill/hanging so that was really good. Went into work at 3pm feeling morally crappy though, just like I didn't wanna be there or do anything etc but things got better, my colleagues are so great they always make me feel good :] Talked to David about the work I've been doing over the last couple of days, he's pleased with how I'm planning to do things and has given me a few pointers in what to do and where to go with it all so now I have a proper plan and list of things to do I feel better about things, like there actually IS a point in my getting out of bed in the morning. So things have gotten better :]
I haven't been sleeping well either which has meant I've been getting up at 11am feeling like I still need 4 more hours sleep, and then having a nap in the afternoon/evening which probably ruined things for that night even more, but now I am shattered and it's not even midnight so I'm going to watch some TV, do some crocheting and then go to bed early in the hope of starting the weekend in a good way!

Rock on London on Sunday :D

(Oh yeah, got my Blink tickets, woot!! Thanks to my oh-so-amazing mum :D Love her!! Reading Festival together, can't wait haha)

Night people!

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